Friday, November 19, 2010

Pain in the Ear

Cranky+Fever+Ear Tugging= Yep, you guessed it. Ear infection.
They. are. miserable. 

My last few days have been pretty uneventful and yet exhausting at the same time. I'm sure every mother out there knows exactly what I'm talking about. The last few days have been especially rough, the Beast is sick.

She has been so grumpy since Sunday. She broke out with a fever around 3am Tuesday morning, and hasn't quite made it back down to normal. 

The worst part is, before I knew what it was, I thought she was just being needy and annoying. I wasn't very sympathetic, didn't take the time to just sit and hold her or comfort her. I know that babies don't always understand what you are saying, but I do believe they understand your tone pretty well. So telling Chloe, "STOP crying, you need to get used to playing and entertaining youself, Mom isn't always going to be able to sit by you." may not have completely registered, but my lack of concern or patience probably rang clear. Dang it.

SO, today is another day, one where I can hopefully be a little more loving and patient, and tend to my little ailing Beast. (That is what I call her, it's endearing, I swear.)

Until then, I'll enjoy every snuggle she throws my way, which with a toddler, is far and few between, except of course, when they are sick. It's snuggle heaven.

Get well Beast!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

For Family and Friends

We live so very far from everyone. Way up here on this hill, sometimes it gets awful lonely. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for where we are in our lives right now, in a beautiful neighborhood, in a beautiful home, snuggled up against some red rocks in the Rocky Mountains. I am very lucky. But sometimes it is lonely. I miss my friends and family, especially my mom. I can't help but feel like Chloe is missing so much by not knowing all those crazy people I love.
Recently I have begun to find my niche. You know the feeling, like when you finally fit who you are into a new place, a new life. It's taken nearly two years, since we first made the move. I'm finally home.
And it feels good.
I've never been good at blogging, but I'm giving it another shot, you'd never know I've had a blog for a couple years now, since this is my first entry.
SO... this is for my family and friends who can't be here with us in our little corner of the world here, way, way up on a hill.
Come on over, and stay a while...